[center]It's well annoying when people kinda over stay there welcome.
I have some friends over, 1nd is zara (She's been here since 31/12/06)
2nd is Dan (He's been here since 01/01/07)... I'm gettig sick of the company, i live in a bedsit which is a kitchen, bathroom and livingroom which is also a bedroom. Not big enough for 3 people for more then a week. Then tomorrow i have a guy from London coming down (Simon) and other people coming... I don't know, i feel like its gonna be hell. Everyone should go on Monday but Dan... then Alex (My Boyfriend) comes Monday night to tuesday night. It's like OMFG! I can't get any peace from anyone.
I just need a week, i need a week to have my big confy double bed to myself.
Just have to bare through with it for a while, ask Dan to go stay at Heathers for a few days, so i can have a break. It's like having kidss!!
I've been spending some time with this guy called Chris, hes well sweet and i love him to pieces already. We've known each other for about 5 months and only met Wednesday. All cuddles and stuff, he's coming tomorrow too... I wont mind that too much. After splitting from Andy i'm seriously sexually frustrated. Its horrible!!! I'm not the kind of girl who sleeps around so that ain't a choice for me. Well that's it right now so yeah.
2. Kisses On The Forehead.
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[left]Well 2007 is finally here, I was out last night with Zara at the local rock pub/club called the Rigger.
We got there like 8pm and i left 12:20am, Zara got home at about 1:14am, I left so early because i felt sick. The place just was too crowded for me in the end and i couldnt breath, so i went home.
I'm confused when 12am came all the pain from 2006 came flooding back and held my heart so tightly. It then went after a few minutes and i'm find now, maybe that was its last bite? I need some food, we've ran outta toiletpaper lol. New Years day as well.
I think nearly everyone in England is sleeping (it's 12:50pm) Well anyone who went out last night anyways but me lol.
New Years promises...
I don't know if i should make any...
My boyfriend is giving up smoking ( i don't like smokers very much, well dating them)
Maybe mine should be..............Not to fall so deep into things, I really don't want the pain i felt in 2006 ever again, but we all know it will happen again in our lives. (heartache)
If you have any ideas what i should do, comment them btw...
anything to do with emotions, actions....
I already am going to have one single rule for 2007... Lose weight, eat better.
Thanks For Reading....
Add me Please.
In each entry im going to put one important thing to me....
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[center]Welcome To My Beginning![/center]
[center]I've started this journal to air my thoughts and views.[/center]
[center]By reading this you'll have a snapshot into my life and whatever i go through in the next year 2007.[/center]
[center]I won't start writing the journal till the 1st of January, when i begin my beginning.[/center]
[center]If you're still with me, i'm Renate but i prefere to be called Kitten or Ani (animula).[/center]
[center]I'm 18 and live in Newcastle under Lyme, England. I hate this place and i'm hoping to move back to my birthplace which is Stafford. When i do i'll be going to Stafford college and taking Sociology, Psychology, English Language and BTEC Photography. This may be my last chance at college and i'm not going to mess it up this time.[/center]
[size=2]Zara - [color=black]Zara is my first bestfriend (first decent one) We've known each other for around 5 years probs nearly 6. We've had our falling outs, but we always patch up and usually as strong as ever. I love this girl because shes crazy and allows my crazyness to come out too, which we all need from time to time. I couldnt really see my life without her, i love her so much. She beautiful and fun, she just special to me, we understand each other and i would hate to lose her. I used to feel like her big sister but now we're equal and its much more fun, I wouldnt wanna another person to take her place ever!
[center]Rosie - [color=#000000]I really love this girl!! She's my best friend ever. Rosies always there when i need her, which has been alot. I have fun with her and we can talk and talk for hours. I feel like i can tell her everything and i'm sure it comes back on me too. She's a lovely person and I never want to lose her, ever! I've only known her since September but i think we run on the same brain wave or something. [/color][/center]
[center]Erno - [color=#000000]This guy is so cute and funny. He's my ex boyfriend, but we're still amazing friends. I've had months of not talking to him and we connect straight away no matter how long its been. He lives in Finland, which is an awsome country. I've known him around 2 years now, he's another person i can tell anything. He makes me happy. I love him so much![/color][/center]
[center]Chris - I've known him since October but we've only been dating since Febuary the 6th. I wouldn't change anything about this guy, he's caring and loving, he understands when I need space and when I just need a tight hug. He makes me happy and keeps the world spinning. I could happily stay with this guy for the rest of my life, I'm that close to him, i can tell him anything and everything and thats how i want it to always stay![/center]
I'll some more later.[/center]
[center]My screenname is Utsukushii-Hina which means Beautiful Doll in Japanese
A Few Famous people I like
Billy Joe Armstrong<3
Freddie - Queen<3
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