It has been a while since I last posted something, mostly because I'm lazy.  Anyhow, I got the urge to write because I just saw one of the most sensual, and lovely films I have ever seen.  Room in Rome is a movie about two women who meet and share a night of passion and self discovery and as the night progresses they find themselves falling in love with one another.  

     Now, before I go any further I have to admit that the only reason I saw this movie was because I was looking for something to crank it to and.... I did.  But, As the movie goes on I found myself actually listening to the characters as they revealed themselves to one another and couldn't help but feel sad.  Not for them, but for myself.  I have never had a night like this.  I had a night start out similarly but, instead of revealing myself to the women I was with I just lied in order to.........well you know.  

     I love the feeling that comes over me when I see a movie that can not only evoke an emotional response in me.  I have been described as cold and distant at times so when I find my self crying or with a tear in the eyes after a movie, I now that I am not completely dead inside.  I feel the pain, the love and the longing that the characters were going through.  It's movies like this that make me feel alive.  It's strange but, I find myself wanting to be able to express myself more openly after seeing a movie like this.  but unfortunately my insecurities quickly overpower my new found desire to be more open and honest about my feelings with family, friends and would be girlfriends.  

     You know as I was reading what I just wrote I realized why people post blogs on sites like this.  Because you can remain relatively anonymous, while saying what you feel.  If my friends saw or heard that I was doing this I'd never hear the end of it.  

Anyways Room in Rome is a great movie that deserves to be seen by everyone and not just because the chicks are naked for 85% of the movie (rough estimate). 

later...